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.12.13.14 rainy week. cuddle weather. oh i wish your here.

.8.9.10.11 Days are plain and boring without you. 

but oh 

last saturday .9, i went to the dentist (you know how much i hate this) and i was screaming your name inside my head. Thank you for holding my hand, i felt it even if you are miles away.

.10 and .11 watched crazy lil thing called love, The notebook and Made of Honor. I plan to watch movies every week to give me happy thoughts and stop thinking about nonsense stuff. :D

Everyday i’m missing you more and more. I really wish we’re together, it doesn’t matter if we’re here or in NY, as long as we’re together I’ll be fine with that. 

.12

For the past week, our chat time schedule is 6am here, at first it was really hard for me to wake up at that time but talking to you is a must so i have to sacrifice my beauty rest. lol. 

You gave me your new sched and it’s 3pm to 12am, i was really worried about your schedule! :(

And so for this whole week i also have to change my body clock, i have to be awake from 10pm to 2pm so we can talk before you go to work then wake up before 12pm cause i have to talk to you again after your work to take away your pagod.

So today is tuesday, and oh your day off is tuesday, but since im 12 hours advance.. Tuesday 12:30 pm here, you just got home from work. 

We talked and i also made a video for you to watch.

DC

I arrived at SDA at 430ish pm.

Went to the Caf and there i saw Gelo. 

We talked about sooo many things! Can’t wait to tell you about it! twas really funny dude! an oh, he said WE’RE HIS FAVORITE COUPLE! :”>

Got home at 11:30pm and you were not online already. i was a bit sad.

i slept at 12:40.

.13

Woke up at 5am cause i have class at 9am, checked FB and smiled.sooo many wall posts and messages again! You really know how to make my eyes sparkle like the stars. 

I acted like a masungit bitch again making tampo cause you were not online last night,(4 mins after i slept you were online na pala tssss…) but HELL THOMAS YOU REALLY GAVE ME KILIGS!

We talked at around 6am but i have to go to school so bye muna. :)

I was in school LATE! twas raining and i don’t even have an umbrella :(

(i miss the days where we would use your coat as our umbrella, we’re running, our arms are wet but when we looked at each other.. awww.. )

So today, June 8 2011 Wednesday, we had our first ever NY-PH FIGHT! i guess twas sort of a miscommunication? Words have been said and when i think of it now.. It was really amazing how we fought in FB Chat! lol! I mean i can really feel the tension, as if i can really hear us shouting! haha

Sorry.

At lunch i was with a Klarence, she’s a bit down but i tried my best to make her laugh. I also told her our stories, and how sweet my lil Thomythom is. 

It really makes me feel good when i tell our story to other people, when i tell them how sweet you are, that you did this and that.. Im just so proud to tell everyone how lucky i am cause someone is loving me like this. :”>

I was with Denjo after talking to Klarence. Ken didn’t came (OH THAT BITCH!)

at 10:30pm we declare a truce!lol! I love how the both us is humble enough to say sorry.  

Today i love you even more. 

.14

It’s raining really hard! And i really didn’t want to go to class!!!! 

but of course i have to. :))

I was 30 mins late!

At 12:30 we talked, you told me how tiring your day was. :( 

i really wish im there to hug you and make your pagod go away. :( 

had a super late lunch with Ian and Miguel. 

Stayed at Ministop for awhile before going home, talked to some friends. and oh i talked to Ryan. He inspires me super! 9 yrs of happy relationship, I wish we could be like them mister. :”>

Got home at 11pm.

Talked to you before going to sleep..

You were so pissed because of that SSS lady! I tried to calm you down…

I wish im there to just kiss your inis away.. :)):)):))

and oh my love, before i forget.. I wanna say that i am indeed very proud of you.

You love your work so much and i know for sure, you’ll go far! 

I’ll be here waiting for you

PrincesslovesTodd

.5.6.7 adjusting

.5 

First day in SDA without you. Today as we both know, i have 6-9 class but i decided to go to school at 3pm cause i have to pay my tuition. And OH THIS DAY IS SO FREAKIN HOT!!! and hello im in business attire! w/c SUCKS! 

I also paid for Lor’s tuition fee and bought a XL Zen Tea (w/c is already 70 pesos!!!)

On our way to SDA,me and Lor, we saw Lau. And you know Lor, he’s always in a hurry, so he left me with him.

Lau is my webdev1-3 classmate. i bet you know him by face because he’s always my seatmate. Remember the guy who taught me how to do my 3d keroppi? That’s Lau babe! Now i call him as my tuesday and wednesday buddy. 

Me and Lau spent hours just talking to each other. The topic? Our relationship! 

At 5:20 we already went to SDA, talk some more then class we go!

Today mom and dad fetched me from school. :D 

But still im so dizzy and i really felt so tired. 

But i still waited for you to go online. I want to talk to you cause it was the first time that you worked there. We talked up to 2:30 am here.then DC!!! I slept at 3am…

6. 

Today i woke up at 4:30am thinking that you might be online or something. But you weren’t.

I have class from 9-12. First thing i did when i arrived to school was to check if you message me. but you didn’t

I was a bit emotional this day. (you know what i mean)

Finally you message me at 12:10, you said you’ll sleep already. ok. 

I was like, WHAT DID HE DO FOR 9 HOURS?!!!!!

I was kinda mad, so i talked to Telay to calm me down. and so she did :)

At Cbreak I was with Ken at the LRC Commons, i cried. 

Today I also met a new friend, his name is Denjo (or whatever HAHA ). He’s a MMA student, 110, Ken’s former teammate. He’s a really really nice kid. AS IN! he even told me i can just txt him if i dont have company or something. :)

As i walk to my Webdev classroom, I saw Klarence. I cried and cried and told her everything. She would hug me and try to stop my tears.. awww…

Also today, Ken went home with us. I sat at the backseat. I slept the whole time, while Ken and daddy bonded. As usual he’s so “ELIBS” to dad’s driving styyyllleeee…

I saw your message when i got home, didn’t reply to it immediately cause i was having a bad mood.

I sent you a message. 

7.

As early as 5:30 am Im already awake and thinking. 

We talked at 6 am. You explained yourself and promised some stuff.

WHAT A GOOD WAY TO START THE DAY!

i was smiling the whole time. I miss talking to you..

I was late for class! lol. 

I message you before going home for you to see it before going to work.

Dad didnt go to his office so i have to commute! But dont worry cause im with Ken. 

Today i also met John, Ken’s friend, we talked about bbm and other stuff. lol I was asking him some questions cause im thinking of getting one, IF YOU’LL GET ONE!

When i arrived at home i saw your message. :”>

I just cant wait till morning! when i can finally talk to you again. :)

I’ll be here waiting for you 

PrincesslovesTodd

.4 call

Today i woke up at 5:40am, i actually slept around 3:40ish am cause I was waiting for your arrival in LA. Sucks that you message me at 4:40 DAMN!  hahaha bad timing!

Early in the morning,im browsing up our facebook profiles. I’m looking at all of our wall posts to each other from the present up to last December. I also saw my 100 days project in tumblr. Doing that made me reminisce, seeing those wall posts made me remember our good times. The sweet and simple days with you. My favorite was when we stayed inside my car for hours just talking and eating. I cannot believe that we can stay in a car for 4 hours just doing nothing yet we felt heavenly.

As I browse those pages, I also saw some wall posts about our big fights, that made me think again, but for 10 mins or 15 mins only. You see, you told me not to think of things that will not help us, that’s why I didn’t dwell on those. But i realized how much we’ve taken each other for granted. ex: You’re so sweet and i’m acting like i dont care, being the masungit me. 

Before i’m cursing NY but now im kinda thanking him. Now I’m realizing stuff, seeing things differently.

Today I tried to call you up using this app in my gmail w/c is called Google Voice.

Ring..Ring..Ring..

Then BOOM! You answered it!(first US call ever 8:53 am) I was thrilled! I was screaming and shouting! I felt so happy hearing your voice! While you in the other hand, sounded so sickly and groggy. You’re so tired from the trip. awwww I wish im there to take care of you. I’ll make you smile and take away the exhaustion of your body. My call was really timing as usual! (i know you get this! lol)

Today i also did something new, i talked to people that are not that close to me, who are online on my FB chat. I guess i made new friends! 

I was staring at your facebook the whole time you were in your flight going to Boston. Then i saw your mom’s picture at the side (like at the friends list). You know how much i like your mom, and because of this “thomas being away” moments, i’m actaully liking her more, more like loving her na. lol. I can really see and feel the love between the both of you. I mean, you’ve always told me that you’re a mama’s boy haha. The both of you are just so sweet to each other.

I called you up again when you were in Boston. 

I was being dramatic as usual, thanks for taking the “emo” me away. lol. 

As i type this letters, you are now in New York! cellphone’s low batt so we cant really talk that much. I’ll sleep already so that i can wake up early and maybe talk to you.

OH WAIT 

your online in FB! come let’s chat for a while ;)

I’ll be here waiting for you.

PrincesslovesTodd